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[28 Jan 2005|07:34am] |
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So Iv'e been thinking about the decisions you make in life and where they would take you. How do you choose what your going to do and how do you know if its really the right decision. Then I was thinking fuck it, do what you want to do, you only have one person to make happy in this lifetime and thats yourself.
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[22 Jan 2005|10:30pm] |
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It seems as all of my close relationships fall away. The people who really get under your skin with good and bad just fade away. And the people you are with you don't feel close enough to have a moment or something. I wish I had more relationships with people. Like the kind of relationship where you just know instantly and it just clicks. Random conversations that last longer than expected, moments where time stops and you just think about how great things are....things are great. Just not any of those really great things have happened lately. Everyone is moving away...fading away.
But what I have I do appreciate and love very much....
I need something out of my routine.
With the exception of one person which every moment is wonderful, even when its rough...nothing could ever replace the way you make me feel.
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[22 Jan 2005|03:26am] |
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So I've made some changes in my journal. Why I stay up till 3:30 in the morning doing it, I have no idea....I have a myspace now....Im not sure why, but it looked interesting.
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[21 Jan 2005|12:37am] |
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Well its been a while. I havn't written in here because I havent really found anything interesting to write about. Then I think I havnt found anything interesting to write about because I'm not thinking about anything. I need a plan, but an unplanned plan. I dont want to live my life knowing what I'm going to do. But I dont want to live not knowing what could happen. Ride it out. goals and limits need to be set. save money. read books. go to school every day.
I feel if I do certain things, it makes me a good person. Just things that I could do to better myself, but still keep my life style. yes. Get out and see the world.
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[12 Nov 2003|05:35pm] |
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I need not boredomness. Me and Kambis are striking against boredom.
If you'd like to join our strike and eat lasagna with us at our weekly meetings on wednesday nights from 7-8 p.m. Please leave your information as a comment so we can arrange things. Thank you.
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[13 Mar 2003|07:24pm] |
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I'm going to make my journal friends only. If you want to be on my friends list then reply to this and i'll put you on there.
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